her randomness kills

'O Sole Mio

2011-10-08T21:53:00.004+08:00

seriously, watch this video, and start loving their voice

have been listening to this song since yesterday. and currently fall for one of the member named Piero Barone!!!

HIM HIM HIM!!!!! He is wayyyy tooo cuuuttteeee!!=D

16 this year. oh hi little boy =D

Exam is coming woohoo!

I am living by faith

nothing is impossible!=D

ITS YOUR DAY!

2011-09-28T22:04:00.004+08:00

My last post was about my birthday. Today, this post is about birthday again, but its not my birthday, but my superb friend's birthday!=D

Blessed birthday Genevynn Loh Su Wen!!! The only way you will see this blog post is when you see the photo. HAH!

You're 20 this year. and your celebration is so much different from the previous years. Just see the location you're at now is already very very different. LOL

Nothing much to say because whatever i want to say i already said it before you left to China-Land. Well i just hope you'll take good care of yourself. This is the MOST IMPORTANT THINGGGG.

Dear Gen, guess what? I don't miss you. HAHAHAHAH.

Somehow the ups and downs we had this year were so much different. WE KNOW WHY. Never mind, let bygone be bygone, we're good now =). We both have changed, changed to be a better us. isn't it a good thing?

I shall end this birthday post with a photo of us taking together. EH INI GAMBAR TAHUN LEPAS. we forever don't take photo together and i wonder whyyy.

BE SAFE BE HEALTHY BE GOOD! HUGS!=D

what makes you

2011-08-31T02:18:00.002+08:00

kay, so how should i start this post?

let's see

whookay, so i am officially an 18 y/o lady. Had a good time with my friends. No more FMGT to celebrate for me, no more Convent girls to sing birthday song for me. But the happiness is remained unchanged. =)

my holiday is packed. going out EVERYDAY. woohoo!

I MISS MY GHOST I MISS MY BUDDY I MISS MY BOSS I MISS EVERYONE.

i don't like you. yes i don't

I WANT TO SING

somewhere over the rainbow way up high

there's a land that i've heard of once in a lullaby

stating fact

2011-08-04T01:53:00.002+08:00

about how blessed i am.

Banged someone's car yesterday. Although it's not very serious damage but somehow the car got scratched a bit. The whole main point is, the car was bought 6 months ago. Tell me what would you do if you're the owner? If i were the owner i'd probably ask that person to send my car to the factory and repair it. But guess what, i didn't need to pay a single cent. Yet the uncle asked me to drive carefully. Sometimes i really wonder why am i so blessed. Not say i'm sicked to be blessed but hey, i am way too blessed.

God is so great. Just when i asked for His help and He answered my prayer.

Shared my testimony with the SDJ boys during last Friday's MQ. Glory to the Lord because it motivated the students and it touched their heart. It makes me realise that we don't have to do SUPER DUPER UBER great things. All we have to do is to follow His plan, and He'll give us a result which is wayyy greater than anything than you could ever imagine.

Dear Lord, I have no idea what's ahead of me. But i'm willing to walk in your way. For you have the best plan for me, and i shall not worry, and follow every of your steps. Amen

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still know you are God

think of me

2011-07-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

i just want to write a title about related to "Phantom of The Opera", total randomness.

i got real down tonight. but hey! look at my status now and so many people actually liked my status. kay i can't understand what i've typed just now. But i'm never alone.

why do i care?life's good you see ;)

Row row row your boat

Gently down the stream

Merrily merrily merrily merrily

Life is but a dream

i can feel it

2011-07-21T16:19:00.002+08:00

the changes in my life. the most often places i go now is my school, tuition places, and church. Life may be very busy, but i'm happy with it. When people are enjoying their weekend to sleep as much as they can, i'll be in church and doing great work and laughing hard with my friends.

Skipped school today, woke up at 10AM. it's been a while since i woke up this late. It's nice feeling fresh and energetic after sleeping so long.heh.

I've made jellies for tomorrow's carnival. am quite excited about it. First time making jelly, result was good!;)

If this is your will, i'll obey it. For you have your perfect timing, and i will not doubt and follow it.

Through you i can do anything

I can do all things

cos it's You who gave me strength

Nothing is impossible

tears drop on my guitar

2011-07-14T18:40:00.004+08:00

no i don't have a guitar.

i can tear easily. This is the fact i learnt today. Hearing my friends saying "oh she's gonna cry she's gonna cry" and the next moment i went back to my seat and i really cried. DRAMA QUEEN. Didn't know i could tear that fast. Lee Hui Yin this is not a good thing okay. must change =)

Knowing the fact that i have a whole bunch of nice friends who are going to accompany me for another 1 and a half years can really make me smile. Thank God because i am happy everyday. Comparing to the old post i posted on my blog, my life seem so happy right now. I'm living a life which is full with laughter and fun and peace, tell me what more i could ask for?

I'm thankful for your existence. You're always missed. Though we're both not free with our own things, but whenever a thing happened to me, the first person i ever want to share the story with is always you. God knows how long this friendship will last, God knows what's gonna change when you're not around, God knows everything. I'm not sad nor emo, but i just want you to remember this sentence which is written by you, our weaknesses will strengthen our friendship. Life's not easy anymore, so, JIA YOU GHOST!=)

i think i look cute. HAHAHAHA. okay seriously. just look at my profile picture and i will start saying "OH MAN I LOOK SO CUTE" and yada yada yada.hahaha.

i don't like theory =(

Not one of my promises will ever fail you . Joshua 23:14

I'll be there for you

when the rain starts to pour

I'll be there for you

Like I've been there before

Baby Don't Cry

2011-06-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

The result about Dae Sung's accident came out yesterday. Got a big shock when i heard that. He's been a good singer ever since his talent was found out by the their group's manager. A boy who helps people without expecting any reward in return, a young man who has the passion to God, a humble star who didn't avoid the consequences or responsibilities after whatever he has done.The first thing that came into my mind when i read the news was, he's gonna blame himself again.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29 : 11

The verse that came into my mind 2 minutes ago. Believe that everything happens with a reason. Believe that even our hair are numbered, what more all these unhappy things happening?

Shall stop commenting it before i start crying over him. I get so sad whenever i read about this incident.

Am gonna try Beethoven's Sonata!!! finally got a chance to face Beethoven. it's a 20+ pages piece. LEE HUI YIN YOU CAN DO IT!=)

spent the whole day in church since morning till evening, the fun i had in church is always so enjoyable.=D

Can someone please suggest me what topic my group should do for the idk-what's-that-but-its-called thesis. Form6 is crazy. But i can survive =)

Happy going back to school to all my friends who're going to start their new term on Monday!don't forget that life is great and i am great too!!!=)

When the darkness tries
to hide my way
Your word is the light
that guides my faith

thank you for the world so sweet

2011-06-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

I just came back from church camp yesterday. Trust me i had SOOOOO much fun. Not only bout knowing a lot of friends but also i got to learn more about God's word. Guess that's the most marvelous thing i've received through the camp.

No picture taken because i didn't bring my camera, didn't use my phone because i didn't want to. ==. Everyday the timetable was packed. And every night i wouldn't feel like staying up late because the whole day activities really made me exhausted. The third and the last day made me cry like nobody's business. Couldn't even stop myself from tearing. That's how amazing when God's presence is strong.

Tell me i am blessed. Am truly a blessed girl. And our God is so funny, makes me feel like laughing only. Even God has told Uncle Kim Tai that i can't escape. APA LA NI.

I have a feeling that i'm gonna face a big change this year, which i'll have no regret changing it. Because i want to grow, in a correct way.Have faith and we'll be good. How i wish i'd have the boldness to talk like Uncle Kim Tai. He's so cute!AMEN!=D

itu kawan i yg comel, aku betul2 rindu u tau. jgn stress sgt krn sept is so near. HUG YOU WOMAN!=)

Thank You for the world so sweet dum-di-dum

Thank You for the food we eat yum-yum

Thank You for the birds that sing-a-ling-a-ling

Thank You GOD for everything

AMEN

blog blog blog!

2011-06-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of holidays and its already the second week. ask me what i've done, i could only answer you with a big smile and shake my head. Damnit lee hui yin that's not the way of studying alright!MOVE ON!

Boss' leaving to Penang soon. meetup plan failed, obviously. thank god for scientist that invented cellphone, at least i know how to find her when a new month starts.

I said this 3 years ago. "when time changes, human also changes". And this is true. as time goes by, everyone is busy with their stuff. You can't find them whenever you want. Your timetable for school will no longer be the same, same thing to your exams and your holiday. And i realise, all i could do is, keep them in my prayer. At least i know they're all missed, and nobody is left out. =')

Been complaining bout the crazy workloads i have, but i have no motivation to start on it. OH MAN. KILL ME PLEASE. one good thing about form 6 is you can't don't pass up your homework because a teacher of mine won't bother to mark even though she gives the most homework.

Going for church camp in less than 48 hours. could totally feel the excitement! haven't started packing but have bought all the food.HAH! each one from our group are asked to buy a long loaf of bread.HAHAHAH.

Its been a long time since i last sang properly. The feeling is kinda back because i'm gonna record an acapella video with Mr.Isaac. Voice was back today and i kinda ruin it again. When would my voice be not sensitive??can't wait to record it and can't wait for it to be done. WOOHOO!!

lee hui yin if you don't want to see anymore anxiety then you know what you should do. because you've already predicted the worst. Do you want it to be a prediction or you want it to be a truth? you decide. denoisemaker can always do it alright? HUGS=)

jia you with your assignments. You know you can do it. and i can't wait to see you success. *pat your shoulder* is the action of motivating you. ;)

i had a dream my life would be

so different from this hell i'm living

please read more

2011-05-31T00:59:00.002+08:00

the title above is a note-to-self.

I think i have not grown enough, MENTALLY, not physically. No i won't say things like "how i wish i could turn back the time so that the same thing wouldn't happen like how it already did" cos we know that's not gonna happen even if u have billions to pay for turning the time back. Things that are bothering me now are things that i wish to see no more in the future, but it actually came out like that.

Tell me life is good, and i'll believe.

ASSUMPTION KILLS

2011-05-22T02:11:00.004+08:00

yes ghost i'm using your status yesterday as my blog's title. cos you know ily =D

FINALLY am a SDJ student. Took me 2 weeks to settle everything, all thanks to the not-so-friendly lady. So my first day of school wasn't bad cos i met a bunch of friends. They're all so friendly and nice to have fun with. I think my form6 life is not bad after all huh? ;)

I don't know whether is it me the one that has become more mature or you're the one have become more childish. I thought i would close the topic already but you just couldn't rest the case.

I thought you understand me more than other people but you've just proved me wrong.I'll keep you in my prayer so that God will give you wisdom. I promise. =)

Thank God for His perfect timing because He did really help me to save my time. I didn't miss church service and my time is saved.

I really like my ghost who speaks frankly to me though some of her words don't sound pleasant or good some times. But i believe this is what i want. I like my friends who will be honest to me. Talking about this, it makes me miss my buddy. =(

I am now starting to like my new piano teacher. Despite his center-parted hair, he's a nice teacher. Oh and my theory seriously tak boleh pakai. Forgot EVERYTHING. Can't even tell those grade6's theory. LEE HUI YIN PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

teenz camp is in 3 weeks time. Am gonna learn more about God's word and make myself to like my form6 life more. Life is good you see ;)

In the bible, it says that God wants us to forgive and forget. Yes this is what am i going to do. Am gonna rest this case and shuttup and move forward with my life after this. my life HAVE to be good and it is indeed good.

Think twice before you conclude every phrase. It may not be like what i've written. But readers, you're always welcomed to ask me if you're curious. Told ya i'm good. =)

Seems like everybody's got a price,

I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

rhythm of love

2011-05-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

hello readers! *wonder how many readers*

my life's been good. turned down UCSI's offer and now am currently a sixth form student in SDJ. was sent to SIGS but well, somehow i got rid of it. Thank God for angels He had sent to help me. Stayed in SIGS for 3 days orientation, skipped the second day because they wanted us to play treasure hunt under the EXTREMELY HOT SUN. So, good student like me had chose to skip school and didn't feel bad AT ALL.

started learning piano again. My piano teacher is a guy with a center-parted-hair. To me its quite surprising cos i seldom see guys with center-parted hair nowadays.HAH. He is strict. VERY strict.man. =/

its supposed to be a short update. now is late. have to turn in. GOODNIGHT READERS!

p/s : if you're reading this before i see you, i'm really looking forward to meet you later =)

pp/s : life is good, and i'm pretty

ppp/s : can't think of any other random stuff

pppp/s : so no more PPPPPPPP =D

ppppp/s : goodnight!=)

Play the music low

and swap to the rhythm of love

those old days

2011-04-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

When we used to talk and laugh like crazy. Those sarcasm we've given to each other MOST OF THE TIME when we talked. The perfect work we've came out with. I just miss those times. The last piece of perfect music we've done was LAST LAST Saturday. OH MAN why am i missing that lady so much?=(

I just blogged, i know. But my boss's comment really makes me miss her. It's SOOOOO her.

I miss so many people now. my buddy, my boss, my ghost, and the FMGT kakissssss. =(

i shall sing now. SEE ME SING readers ;)

HE'S THERE!!!!!!!!!

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!

oh man

2011-04-19T21:17:00.003+08:00

I don't have to study music in order to do music. So near yet so far huh,chiara?

My dad very cool.

came back from work, looked at me," sunway, register,study there" and he went up.

I'm now working in SMKIJC!!!!part time sia..hahaha..but i makan ular all the time. WHOOTS. How i wish i could study in Convent again. The 'permanent resident' title is still with me, HAH!=D

damn, i was down the WHOLE day yesterday. all thanks to the driving test. Even cried at night, SOBS. Today pn.khoo said "why you so sad??i failed 3 times only i passed man", that really comforted me a little huh. hahahha. next monday, i shall challenge again. DIE DIE must pass. *fingers crossed TIGHLY*

I got the feeling this whole post is nonsense. Shall watch some videos and pergi tidur.

p/s : i have free pizza tomorrow!

pp/s : i have free cake tomorrow!

ppp/s : i have free lunch next wednesday!

pppp/s : i have another kilo coming into my body!

ppppp/s : i like to type the PPPPPPPPP!

pppppp/s : my randomness kills =)

heaven and earth will fade

but his word will still remain

clueless

2011-04-12T03:17:00.002+08:00

about getting a title for this post. Dang it's been a time since i last used my brain. Wait i did use my brain to think the difference between with and without key signature during my theory test 2 weeks ago. but fyi, that's grade1 theory. =)

Just finished watching the last song. Ya, say i'm outdated, i don't mind. But it's a nice movie. It showed me that how important your parents are and no matter how much we've quarreled, home is the only shelter you can hide under when you're hurt. Thinking bout that, i start missing home although i'm now here blogging at my own house. Read my status in facebook, i gained weight just by eating homemade dinner TODAY.

God made me feel that i'm one step closer to Him and i enjoy this kind of feeling. Without Him i wouldn't have become who and what i am today. He holds me back. It could have been worse if He didn't, seriously.

I met Chiara on Saturday and she looked NICE in her dress. =) Met Nicole at church. LOOK! i met my cincau company partners on the same day!!=) Good old times indeed. The ChiaHuiNic cincau company. That's what the top6 did when we're not singing. ;)

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3 :16

play the music low

and sway to the rhythm of love

I did it

2011-04-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

I've passed my audition. Glory to the Lord. Though i know i'd get it definitely but i know without His blessing i wouldn't get it too. But what's next?

Falling doesn't destroy means destroying one's determination, yet it's trying to make one stronger. I've once fallen, got a real big hit. But now i'm doing fine. Though choosing what i gonna do next is a little bit frustrating for me. Well i know no matter how i'll have to face it.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3: 5-6

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.Jeremiah 29:11

I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Guidance needed

2011-04-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

i can't make decision.being indecisive is seriously not a good thing. i think i am narrow-minded.Audition was good. i think i've made it. My forte never fails, seriously.

Ghost, don't worry about it okay. You know you're doing what you should do. The tasks given are ridiculous. Don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Do what you can do, those you can't, hand it to God. You know you're blessed, and you do know He's with you, all the time.
And of course, your ghost is here, 24/7 =)

Lord, please show us your guidance. Tell us what shall we do. For i know you're always here for us. Amen

i will be still
know you are God

He knows my needs

2011-03-24T02:39:00.002+08:00

So i've gotten my result today. Oh wait, to be exact, yesterday. It was unexpectedly good, although the C is a little bit too irritating cos everyone sees that C first before they realise the rest are all A.Well i think i shouldn't complain this much already.

Glory to the Lord. Result wouldn't be this good without Him leading me.
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29 :11

Shall continue to lose weight before i get treats from people. Fats shall stop growing. Remember 1kg per week. Lee Hui Yin, focus focus focus

Next thing, audition.FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS

p/s : the pimple on my nose is torturing me!!!

But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Hi anxiety

2011-03-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

it's been 3 months since the last time i met you. I don't mind to be with you the whole night today, but could you please help me tell God that i don't want to fall again cos i think i've had enough for that 3 years ago.

What if i fail?
What if i fall?

Learn to Give

2011-03-21T17:46:00.003+08:00

Went to gym this morning, slightly got rid of my fats. HOPEFULLY. But i had Mcd after that, yea, Mcd ==

Went to visit Pn.Doreen after my lunch. OH SHE SAID I SLIMMED DOWN!!!wow!=D Its nice to visit her. Thought we didn't see each other for very long dy, but when i recalled back, it's only a month. HAH!

Readers, denosiemaker is going for her audition on the 2nd April. Pray for her, aite?=)

Results on Wednesday, GOODNESS.

GLEE EP16 IS NICE!!!!!THEIR REGIONAL SONGS!!!LOVE IT TTM!=D
currently addicted to BB's Cafe and Tonight. everyday must listen to IDK how many times and watch GD smashing the guitar. oh my heart melts!!DAESUNG IS STILL BIG BIG LOVE!!=D
p/s : i still listen to other songs. The Lion King's songs never fade in me!=D
pp/s : i feel like watching it again
ppp/s : no money
pppp/s : i should go watch my Daesung's 'Cotton Candy' video now

Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. Luke 6 : 38

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

Cheer up

2011-03-19T03:24:00.002+08:00

I am blessed with having friends around me. I am blessed cos i have a father who just loves me too much. I am blessed to study in Convent and know all my wonderful teachers. I am blessed to know my Heavenly Father.

I have a friend who understands me so well that she could even say out what i'm gonna say before i speak a word. Tell me i'm not blessed if you think this is normal. I'm glad to meet her. She's another person who makes my life interesting. A friend that could see who i really am.

Dear you,
I know this is not gonna work cos i doubt it could cheer you up that much cos i know your TOP is still everything.you this kns kia. Just be happy and accept what you have to do. Don't forget that you have a 24/7 entertainer okay. Look who'll be this lucky to have a great entertainer by her side 24/7? But you don't anyhow ask me to entertain you at 5Am lah walao tell me who can wake up?

and look,
i never put my promises down. I'm still holding it tightly. So don't fail me. =)

HUGS!

Your happiness is something i want to see
Your sadness is something i want to ease

Tomorrow is the day!

2011-03-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

I'm going to watch "The Lion King" !!! The excitement has started appearing since yesterday night hahaha!

Talked to Chiara yesterday. Great time huh? I MISS YOU PETRUS! Please arrange a time so tha we could go out and talk okay. I hope you're doing fine. Don't worry cos you'll be fine =)

Dinner on Thursday night with the fmgt kakiS. Gosh i can't wait!!!!! It's been a long time since we went out together. Can't even remember when was the last time. This time we're going to have something different, we're going for Sushi Buffet!!!=D

Leaving in mid April, IDK when's my audition though. haven't registered anything, hopefully i can get in. I WILL get in okay.

Dear me,
Stay the way you are even when you're going to a new environment. You'll be great because our Heavenly Father is guiding you. Life is good, because God is good. =)

Ain't i seen you before?
I think i remember those eyes

i never told you

2011-03-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Colbie Caillat's song. The title caught my attention. Told you my randomness rate raises. hah!

gospel station today, well i think we had a good time. Heard a lot of sharing today and i really feel that God is good. God is so good, God is so good, God is so good, He's so good to me ♥

Now another friend of mine asks me to be his children' god-ma hah! Next time even if i don't get married i also have children already, SO AMAZING! hahahah X)

My cell phone dropped into the water this evening. GOD HELP ME I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE PHONE!!=(

I think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

calories

2011-03-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

I think my randomness rate is getting higher. Just look at my title and you understand what i meant. haha

So i went to the gym again today. The coach there told me about proper diet and he actually asked me to lose 1KG per week. k peeps, give me 3 months. I shall try *fingers crossed, praying hard*

I think i am slow. Everyone's saying about world's gonna end or something because of the earthquake happened in Japan this afternoon. So there goes the end-of-the-world rumors. To me, God has His plan, so i am not afraid. But i am praying real heard for the victims and Japan. At least i know, they're with Him now. =)

Bought "The Lion King" ticket this afternoon. Gonna watch it on next Wednesday night. Can't wait!!!!=D

Don't let the word fade in us.

it will not fade

2011-03-10T00:11:00.005+08:00

Valerie,it's been 9 years.

I remember how i met her. It was on the first day of school when we're in Primary 4. I was late to school and when i went into the classroom everyone was in the class and formed a big circle, God knows why they did that. So there were limited seats left, and so ngam that nobody sat beside her. So i went to her and out of sudden i turned to her and said " hi i'm hui yin, what's your name?".

On the same day before we went home, i asked for her house number. And i called her and chatted with her on the same day. Since then we called each other everyday except weekends. I can't remember how could we talk so long but that's how we got to know each other so well.

Many things happened between us. Bad mouthing, quarreling, of course everything like that happened before. But that didn't affect our friendship.

We don't always contact each other, but once we call each other, we'll talk non stop.

Few years back i told her we must be god-mother of each others' child. Today when i asked her whether she still remember or not, and she said yes.

Dear Wen,

Having you as my buddy is such a blessing. I am glad to have a friend like you. Recalling the past, we had so many unhappy memories. But as we grow up, the happy moments start to come into our life and i'm sure we both treasure it a lot. It's hard to maintain a friendship once 2 parties get apart, but we actually did it. Today i told you my life is amazing. Now i think i'll change the sentence, our life is amazing.

I love you, buddy!=)

We'll still be
Friends forever

amazing

2011-03-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

things you told me seriously happened. Luckily i am smart enough to handle it. I was shocked when that happened. Don't worry, everything is perfectly fine. It amazed me when it happened, and i was wondering how could it be so accurate. I shall have faith because LIFE IS TOUGH, am i right?
;)

Don't worry readers, Denoisemaker is perfectly fine and her life is so interesting and amazing now. Knowing interesting stuff that amazes her everyday is just too wonderful. I like my life now. Although sometimes i get a little bit bored and miss the past, but i think life like this makes me a better person. Though sometimes i even get involved in some complicated situation, but i know everything is in God's hand and i shall continue live my life to the fullest.

Went to gym today, die die got rid of 200 calories, but the food i had today seriously makes me feel that my whole effort wasted. K i shall be optimistic and think like this. IF i didn't go to gym today, the calories in my body now would be more. WELL DONE LEE HUI YIN!=D

I am glad and happy to have friends like them. Watching one comforting another when they're in a difficult position, this is what i like the most. We will all be good, because denoisemaker says it.X)

Am i setting a high expectation? The more i expect, the more my heart aches. I should change another method to make sure things go back to the usual path.

I'll sing forever. To worship my Lord.

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough

music eases

2011-03-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

my blog songs really ease my sadness. I'm perfectly fine, just another lonely night right. I'm fine with it. years ago i was like that too.

Karishma's going for Lasalle intake audition! gosh it's so amazing! She's gonna do well man. She'll be one of the best performer in Malaysia, and she'll be well-known in the whole wide world. Believe it, because denoisemaker says it =)

Tomorrow going to try driving. Oh man i'm kinda excited. Hope everything will be fine. After that will be going to CS and meet up with Shok Yee and idk who else to have lunch together. Another day out with my babes!=)

knowing too much is not a good thing.

you see, i can be myself now finally
In fact, there's nothing i can't be
I want the world to see you'll be with me

detest

2011-03-02T01:47:00.003+08:00

i don't use that word. But this time i think i'm serious.

Am i the one who is overreact with all these called phenomena?

Performer,

Stay who you are. All you have to do is smile and perform. Your forte, remember?;)

Please, i need to talk.

Face it

2011-02-27T02:21:00.002+08:00

I am back!

Trip was nice and i enjoyed it. It's so fun when you sit with your siblings and talk nonsense with them. The weather there was so cold and i only brought a thin jacket. Kay fine i know it's not jacket i just can't remember the name. WTV.

oh yes! I met Wai Lun when i reached Macau on the first day. Its a small world after all~~

That silly fellow who impromptu-ly invited me to watch his concert in Macau, it was in the Cathedral, of course i couldn't make it la! But i went to Cathedral in the afternoon and i saw the choir was having a rehearsal or something, oh man their voice made my day. Music is love!

One thing i realised from the trip is, people there can't live without cigarette, excuse me that spoils my lung and voice box.

So fast, the second month of a year is finishing soon. And it's been a long time since i talked to you.

Dear me,

March is coming, start to work for your future. Face the reality, you have to work hard to avoid falling. For we know what is your forte, for we know what is good for you.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:34

Be faithful, be happy. You'll be fine

It may not be exactly what you're looking for

But what you're looking for
Ain't gonna come walking through your front hall door

At the beginning

2011-02-20T01:45:00.002+08:00

We were strangers, starting on our journey. Never dreaming, what'd we have to go through.

What a meaningful lyrics.

Dear Hui Yin,

You're a good performer. You know what's the requirement for a performer. You know when it's the time to perform, even in the real life. The mask is your weapon, and your friend. Remember this, nothing's gonna strike you down. Is either you give up or you grow, because you understand yourself the most.

Music is your thing. The mask is your weapon to make you go further. The talent in you is gonna make you shine.

Stop saying nasty words. Either you keep quiet or say something that makes sense. When one can't stop being nasty i'm not going to rest the game. Because i am who i am and i am doing what is good and logic. Nasty words will just spoil the who picture.

I realize that when one is angry with another, something nasty will just come out from their mouth. It happens to all the people around us. Between family members, friends, colleagues, classmates, the world. My advice is, don't say anything when you're angry, because it will never be nice.

i know the 2 phrases above are a bit contradicting, but don't worry, what i do and the advice i've said are the same.

Today i've said "SO AMAZING!" for more than 20 times. i just feel amazed. Look readers, denoisemaker has an amazing life and everything that happens around her amazes her. Isn't her life great?

God is great. wayyyyy too greater.

Yet now i'm standing here

My hearts so full i can't explain

Seeking faith and speakin' words

I never thought i would say

since when

2011-02-19T14:02:00.002+08:00

Flying to Macau tomorrow night.

I dreamed about you yesterday. And in the dream, you hurt me. What a pain. Total nightmare. But i dreamed about Ultraman also. He talked to me and asked me what i like about him. I answered " i like your salted-egg-shaped eyes".

Again, my randomness kills.

God is amazing. Again miracle happened to me 5 minutes ago. He knows my needs. He knows everything. and i believe he is leading me to the correct path right now. I shall have faith.

It's like i've been awaken

Every rule i had you breakin'

It's the risk that i'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

The Way You Are

2011-02-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

Its so sweet!! I always love DavidChoi & Kina Grannis' singing.

Tell me if i need to change my habit. Tell me if i'm gonna get headache in any moment.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.

I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

For Good

2011-02-17T11:53:00.002+08:00

I heard this song recently. When i heard it i thought the music is nice so i went to search for the lyrics. And the lyrics kinda stunned me.

(Elphaba):
Im limited
Just look at me - Im limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us - now it's up to you...

(Glinda):
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

(Elphaba):
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

(Glinda):
Because I knew you

(Both):
I have been changed for good

(Elphaba):
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

(Glinda):
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

(Both):
And none of it seems to matter anymore

(Glinda):
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

(Elphaba):
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

(Both):
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

(Glinda):
And because I knew you...

(Elphaba):
Because I knew you...

(Both):
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...

This song brings me back some memories whenever i listen to it.

Try again, would you?

That people come into our lives for a reason

Bringing something we must learn

take a bet?

2011-02-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

God opened my eyes. And He reminded me that, i am not alone.

I remember why i was there in the first place. I remember when i've made mistakes. I remember everything that i've made. I remember what i've said. I thank God for giving me such a good memory because i could even remember what happened to me when i was 3!

I'm not trying to be holy, but sometimes when i have no one to turn to, God is the only one.

When God opens a door, nobody can close it.

Tell me we both have wasted our time

So i will remind myself to not cross the line

pat pat.

2011-02-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

I hope 1 day i'd get noticed by any famous people and they'd ask me to join acting.

Dear Lord,

I thank you because the plan that in your hand is so wonderful and just when i thought i couldn't help Eunice because my passport wasn't with me, but you heard my prayer and you helped me. And i thank you because you know me and you know how to make my life better, and i experienced it. Through you i learnt how to love and how to be loved. I've got a feeling that i'm gonna have a hard time, in anyway. But i know everything is fine when i'm with you. In Jesus' name i pray,

Amen

i'm holding it. and that shall not be revealed. Because of a word that we can't find it.

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

music is ♥

2011-02-15T14:49:00.002+08:00

woke up early today. God knows why i woke up so early. Watched a video and the music kinda like spoiled my mood. Thought that song would be nice cos from what i've been observing, videos that made by that artist are all nice. So there's something wrong with me or that artist?

BUTBUTBUT

Just now i listened to Jason Mraz's 'lucky', what a sweet song. I know it sounds silly but the song really made my heart melted! And listen to the lyrics, lucky i'm in love with my best friend, that'll definitely amaze me if that ever happens, to me or my friends. It's even better than the fairytale, wayyyyy cooler than that.

It's raining now.

damn.

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been what i have been

Lucky to be comin' home again.

you know i know how

2011-02-15T02:39:00.002+08:00

To make em stop and stare as I zone out~

Valentine's Day. alahai, spent the day alone. Never mind, i shall wait until next year. Good boypren thankyouverymuch hah!

Went jogging today. Can't stand myself for being such a big-sized lady. Ya now i have to use the word 'lady' already. No more girl you see. I think being lazy is good. Cos now everyday i wake up in the afternoon and i'll feel lazy to eat. So i'll straight away skip to dinner. Not a bad idea huh? ;)

Dear fats,

Would you please leave me? you have no benefits for staying inside right?? So, to make your life better and to make myself healthier, we shall bid each other adieu. ;)

My kawan lelaki named Alton Hong is suffering from 'pimples growing' on his face. Talking to him really makes my life happier. Don't worry Hong, you'll be fine. He so funny cos he cut himself accidentally in midnight. apa la kawan i ini. X)

oh oh i'm flying all the way to Macau on this Sunday. Will go to Hong Kong land of course! =D

It's my first time travelling with my family man. What i meant was just my papa mama gorgor and jiejie. I must lose some weight before i pergi sana so that when i eat more i won't feel bad.HAH!

Will be back on Saturday, dear readers (wonder if there's any), please don't miss me. denoisemaker will be back and make more noise when she's back!=D

I think i should watch "Wicked" the musical. The musics in that musical are nice and meaningful. Never noticed bout the musical till Mr.Isaac told me. Good music really makes me feel better whenever i'm not good. Music heals you see. Like what i said , it's not only what i'm interested in, it's already become part of my life.

p/s : Techno is still not my type of thing though.

pp/s : The Sound of Music is still the best!

ppp/s : Lion King wait for me!=)

Dear Petrus is so funny, the lady who just can't stop teasing me. This is bad you know kawan. It's always nice to talk to her. Just a simple sentence could make us laugh like crazy. Pn. Doreen told me this : "When you and Chiara work together, the music will be fantastic". This is how the music masters used to work together okay. Good old times indeed. Just think about the wonderful music we both had worked together, and it makes me feel like singing again. MSSM, RIMUP, 85th. Gosh Chiara Petrus when are you going to sing with me again???=(

Chiara : Why you everyday sleep so late?

Me : I'm trying to get use to it so that when i go UK i won't have any problem with the time difference in angmoh land you see .

Chiara : Ya, when??

See how the music masters talk. X)

When thing goes wrong when everything turns you down, remember this

You're pretty,

I'm pretty,

The rest are all ugly.

Shok Yee told me this.

Look at the word "Christian", take out the word "Christ" and the i.a.n stands for ' i am nothing'.

Without Christ, I am nothing.

AMEN!

I'm still holding it. Are you?

So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart

great day!

2011-02-12T19:00:00.002+08:00

i had fun with my peeps this morning! They came to my house to "bai nian" and we celebrated Mei Foong's birthday in advance! I thought she didn't know that we bought cake for her so i had to use some "trick" to hide the cake so that she couldn't see. had a hard time to light up the candle. They just don't want to cooperate with me WTH. And when i asked her she told me that someone has already told her that we're going to celebrate her birthday at my house. Anyway we still had a good time playing mahjong and updating each other what we've been up to.

Had lunch with cell group members in the afternoon at Tai Son Restaurant. Ate so much and till now i'm still VERY full.face the fact that the fats are already grown in my body.

Went to church after that. Today's topic was about touching people,changing life. And that was what Shok Yee and i talked about yesterday night when i called her. Simply amazing.

Dear Heavenly Father,

You've shown me miracles. And i know nothing is impossible. You know what i've been praying for all this while. For my hand will not be withered and continue to share your love with the others. You know what i want, and You know what is important to me. In Jesus' name i pray,

Amen

Don't make any foolish sentence when you don't even know how much it means to that person. Because you might hurt them unintentionally.

And i wonder if i ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

Did you ever know

2011-02-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

k i'm fine. I'm perfectly fine. The idea of putting that title is because of the song "Wind Beneath My Wings" and one of the line la you know. hah!

went to school and i had a good time with the choir girls. Singing together with them telling them my childhood stories, watching them laughing at me just because my childhood was hilarious.and i finally felt the joy of singing. I enjoyed it, a lot. ;)

I didn't get to sing 'lemon tree' today with the teachers!=( and i actually sang that song alone when everyone's about to leave the hall. hah!

oh ya!i had Happy Meal yesterday night. could totally feel the fats grow. sigh.

p/s : i must learn how to say no to temptation.

God is good, all the time. He ease my worries, my sadness at the perfect timing. And again i experienced him showered me with his love. imagine how great is our Lord.

When God opens a door, nobody can close it.

Met a new friend this time, Esther. She's a nice girl. and i'm happy to meet her. =)

when i saw that name, i smiled. when i saw that sentence, i was touched.

Hold me close

Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side

time to grow

2011-02-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

i have so many things that waiting to be revealed. And i'm waiting for the correct time to reveal. Is it so difficult to be true to oneself?

I'm waiting.since that day. And i know 1 day i'll know what happened. Tell me if i'm wrong. Tell me if i don't know you anymore. I'm not scared. But i'm worried. Be strong, be faithful,and you'll be fine.

Shok Yee called me today and we had a great laugh within 5 minutes. How wonderful. well she can't blame me for not understanding the Chinese meaning because i seriously got it wrongly. hah!

going to school tomorrow to watch the kids' performances and send teacherS off. oh forgot to say that teachers said i've lost weight!!!!!! oh man happy day!=)

i don't understand why can't you just keep your mouth shut and do what you should and keep what you shouldn't say. is it so hard to keep quiet?denoisemaker can do that and why can't you? I have to salute you for having such a big mouth. Bad-mouthing is 1 of your hobby perhaps. Have some DIGNITY and learn to know what is INTEGRITY. you wouldn't want the youngster to look down on you. and you wouldn't want your biggest secrets to be revealed.

i believe that music heals. and i need to sing. have been writing that for so many times. but haven't sung properly so far. CHOIR CHOIR CHOIR!it's not only my hobby,is something i love.

time to gossip bout the extreme topics. I can't wait to do that. I have too many. ;)

Now the weeks have passed

And the days just get longer

And the clouds clash

And my weakness gets stronger

epic failed!

2011-02-07T00:21:00.002+08:00

i was happily telling the whole world that i've lost some weight before Chinese New Year. and i blardy gained weight after Chinese New Year.. tell me how tell me how..=(

didn't celebrate CNY cos my grandpa passed away last year. saw my grandma crying but what could we do? anyway i still had a great time with the Lee family. chatting with my cousin in the middle of the night was the best part.and it's the session we'll never miss out. my childhood company =)

went to Genting and didn't feel like going anywhere because the crowd was terrible. still i went outdoor theme park the next day cos i had to accompany my cousin if not she'd be bored as she could hardly find any entertainment in Genting.anyway i had tried something different during this Genting trip. first we had steamboat in the hotel room.we brought pot and ingredients and all.cheap and healthy!=) and i illegally went into Casino.HAH! the story was interesting. but my conclusion for the casino "trip" is, don't go even if you're legal,unless you can stand people smokes right in front of you or you like the nicotine/carbon monoxide/whatever smell.

LEE HUI YIN please control and be a healthy babe. =)

i want to sing with my choir kakisssssssss..and and and i want to chat with my boss!!!!!so happy to hear that she's gonna have another week of holiday. time to chat,Petrus ;)

when will i see you again?

when will we share the precious moments?

will i have to wait forever?

will i have to suffer and cry the whole night through?

stop it!

2011-01-31T14:16:00.002+08:00

Dear Heavenly Father,

please stop the rain. As you're the king. for i know something good will happen after the flood. i just hope that all of us can go back to our hometown before this Wednesday,to enjoy the Chinese New Year. in Jesus' name i pray

AMEN

Not one of my promises will ever fail you . Joshua 23:14

i don't want to leave JB. and i really don't..the prayers will not stop.and it still going strong. i'm holding the promise tightly.

David Choi's music - That girl.

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life

2011-01-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

woke up early to eat breakfast with ahtu. we went all the way down to Pelangi and had the "kue tiao kia" cos i've never tried it before. it was delicious! the prices are reasonable! we ate so much and it only cost us RM11!

went back to Convent to passed something to my junior. it's always nice going back to Convent.even if it's only less than an hour. the atmosphere there is just something i'll miss the most when i go to KL.

happily met up with my ghost. i just want to see her as many times as possible because i know i can't really see her when i go to KL. plus we have our own things to do.i know sooner or later she has to do her internship. and soon i know CS will not be my usual hang out place. can't imagine what's gonna happen. sigh

p/s: i want my friendSSSS to make a trip and travel to KL and visit me!i don't mind staying in budget hotel with you guys. come up,pretty please?;)

I LIKE THE PRESENT I DID!!!!=D

it's nice to talk. and i seriously love talking. i'll get headache if i don't make noise. well, i'm special like this.

i have a mixed feeling now actually. it's so strange and i can't even describe it out. but 1 thing i'm sure is, nothing is impossible. and God has a certain plan for it.

pp/s : i feel guilty for not touching the piano today.EH LEE HUI YIN APA SAL DENGAN AWAK?!

Right to the end just like a friend

I tried to warn you somehow
You had your way, now you must pay
I'm glad that you're sorry now

oh Schubert

2011-01-28T02:50:00.002+08:00

so my teacher gave me a Schubert's piece today. by reading through the piece,i thought it wouldn't be hard. Well i think i must have forgotten this idiom "Never judge a book by it's cover". just went on Youtube and searched for that piece. and guess what,the music frighten me!

click and listen if you're interested to know how come i got frighten .

after listening to the piece,

i think i'm gonna pray the same thing every night. Just like what i've posted recently.

i MUST shine.

if you think you can,you can.

If you think you can't ,you're right.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay

By God's grace

2011-01-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

i've passed my undang test!!!!

i didn't study at all!the day before the test i went out with Shereena the awesomest (she proclaims). And i only started studying at 12AM! fell asleep at 1.30AM and woke up at 7.30AM to finish the 500 questions. well since i know i could not finish the "textbook" so i shall try the 500 questions. Prayed before i started doing the questions.and i passed!!!

i have to say it's all by God's grace. if not i would definitely fail.

and this is why i have faith in God,all the time ;)

God,

please grant me strength and wisdom and perfect skill whenever i sit on the piano chair and play the piano. i need to pass the audition. in Jesus name i pray,

AMEN

well this is how desperate i am.

oh ya!

i have bought 2 pairs of shoes + 2 shirts + 1 pants. and guess how much i've spent??it's only RM100!!! i'm such a brilliant. but all thanks to Shereena,wouldn't have found so many nice clothes if she didn't bring me to Holiday Plaza. Had so much fun with her that day.Her jokes and the way she talked was hilarious!am so gonna miss her when she goes to Aussie Land.

i need more pants.

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,

That would soar a thousand feet high,

dream a little dream

2011-01-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

i know i still have about 2 months time to prepare for my audition. But the longer i play the more i'm worried. is it because i set my target too high??

i wanted to say i need a break.but hey!i'm resting right?!where's the break time? ==

Lee Hui Yin ,you gonna buck up and go for it.

either you fail or you shine like the pianist you heard from the CD. THAT'S IT

stars shining bright above you

night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"

birds singin' in the sycamore tree

dream a little dream of me

can you feel the love tonight?

2011-01-23T02:01:00.002+08:00

i want to watch The Lion King ! i want to be 1 of the 50 million audiences! price of the ticket is seriously my biggest problem. shall try VERY hard to persuade my parents.

So many things to tell her

But how to make her see
The truth about my past, impossible
She'd turn away from me

i can't think of a title

2011-01-22T02:21:00.002+08:00

it's just something random. But i think it's what i feel like saying out now.

i always think that i am blessed. and i truly am. The first person who told me this was Mrs.Lee. At first i didn't think that much. but now when i think back, it's true.

i live in a lovely family. i can't think of other word other than lovely. i have wonderful teachers in Convent. teachers who don't mind a student going into the stuff room and makes noise and skips class. I have awesome friends. in a good way and a bad way. somehow they make me think that i'm blessed.

word can't describe how i feel now.

i can be easily effected. if someone comes to me and says "hui yin your singing sucks just stop projecting voice to let us have some peace" . that could just spoil my whole day.

but i know it's all by God's grace.

now when i think i am blessed.

what more could i ask for?

blessed be Your name  when I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness

401st!

2011-01-21T01:35:00.002+08:00

this long term holiday makes me feel like as if i'm staying overseas.

sister has gone back to Melaka,and she's coming back again next monday!hopefully she remembers to bring back the "tao sha bia" from Melaka. and the next next week is CNY!!!!=D and i think i'm the only 1 in the house who has bought enough of cny clothes hah!

the previous post was the 400th post!!! aiks!didn't really write anything to emphasize it heh. but i remember i wrote something very true,i can't act like as if i'm not Lee Hui Yin. life's gonna be so different if i'm not me. well done yo! 8)

i just mentioned when am i going to start practicing my piano. today my teacher came to my house and ask me to prepare for my audition. have been playing Mozart since idk when. shall try something new. Schubert or Schumann would be nice. ;)

i can't wait to be a successful woman. although i might end up be a cleaner who works in a company that needs to clean the whole block . but i'm seriously looking forward to it. i know it's a dream but since SOME of my friends say that my husband's gonna be someone who is quiet,not-bad-looking guy and the condition goes on, i seriously very excited to meet a guy like that.

to my future husband ,

please wear spectacles. if you don't,do something about it. maybe you can read your books in the not-so-bright room? hah!

*slaps*

been blogging since i was form 2(starting of the year). i still remember why i started blogging. cos i saw someone who also owns a blog. so i was kinda like following that person's footstep and started blogging.every time when i blogged ,i blogged some daily stuff. kinda like an opened diary. read back to the oldest post,i started laughing at myself. SO many grammar mistakes ( i know i still make many grammar mistakes but compared to the old posts,well done man! =D ), dreaming bout what i'm gonna do after form 5. i actually planned to go UK and pursue music. hah!what a dream. but its a dream that has yet to fulfill. =)

when we're student, we always want/hope to be like an adult.

but when we really go to the society and start working, we hope we could be like a student and all of us will start reminiscing the past. aren't we gonna do that? ;)

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

it's not wrong

2011-01-20T02:41:00.002+08:00

got really very bored so i read back my old post. and i saw this sentence "how am i suppose to not act like Lee Hui Yin "

i had a hard time when i was Form 4. i remember i teared a lot.

should i feel happy cos it's all over now??

Alton is leaving to aussie land tomorrow. a very good guy friend of mine. we've known each other so many years. and i'm sure we have a lot of fond memories.hah! BON VOYAGE SISSY!=D

GENEVYNN LOH!

don't stressed!!!jia you for your presentation and your test!!!!i miss you!!♥

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

happy is the word

2011-01-19T19:05:00.002+08:00

was supposed to go Singapore with my sister. shall skip the part i showed face.well,we just didn't go. end of story

watching the present i gave Chiara,oh i'm so proud of myself.HAH!

just an impromptu thing though. i like that present. A LOT

1st time trying it, not that bad huh?;)

i wish i could have those high-tech programmer and have the brain to make a proper video. Barbershop type is what i want to try doing it. WHO CAN TEACH ME??????

i shall take up violin or cello when i go study. need another instrument.

I NAK NYANYI!!!!!!

tonight the super trouper

lights are gonna find me

shining like a star

3rd week

2011-01-17T03:00:00.002+08:00

of being a graduated student. i'm still bored,as usual. i need to work,i need to talk.

life is great, when my fats don't grow.

my sister is back! i always like to talk to her. she's lame,VERY lame.but well at least she keeps me company right. =) now i'm waiting for my brother to come back and set up the Wii and i can ease my boringness!!!=D

i have to buy shoes, long pants.

but,

i don't have money

when am i going to start practicing my piano??

if i have the right to say you're mine

i'd announce it to the world

what a long day

2011-01-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

went for undang lesson just now. Didn't sleep the whole night cos i was afraid that i couldn't wake up at 6.45AM when i just finished talking at 2.30AM.

the speaker was kinda lame. oh,and as a perfect entertainer, i actually entertained the whole class. Imagine Lee Hui Yin entertaining people, since when she doesn't right? ;)

The driving coach is an old man..SUPER old. and he talks a lot. but he is nice, and funny =)

UNDANG LESSON WAS SOOO BORING I COULDN'T STOP MAKING COMPLAINS TO MAH FRIENDS.thank god for good friends i have.at least they kept me company for the whole day.

just had instant noodles , as if i'm so thin. must play harder tomorrow during badminton.

went out with amanda on Friday. it's been so long since i went out with her.we didn't even go out together when we're form5. and i had a great time with her ;)

the holiday is so long and i can't wait to go for college.

My crying days are now history

I had a change of philosophy

I take each day as it comes to me

And I won’t take myself all that seriously

update!

2011-01-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

you know what?! i talked to my boss just now!!!!!

we had a GREAT talk..it's beyond great..can i use FANTASTIC????we laughed so much we updated so much with each other..it was just like what we used to do every morning last year. Just that we're now have graduated and change from talking face-to-face to phone call. How i wish we could continue to talk like this till the end of the day. I believe we can. Remember to come visit me whenever you have sem break okay Petrus?! we can go shopping together in KL and talk like nobody's business!=D

1 day we'll meet up and talk like how we've planned just now okay..half an hour of each session..WHOOTS!!!=D

now there's another person saying that i will get a rich husband.HAHAHA! He must wear spectacles,HA!

now i miss singing. i really want to sing.

surprisingly i'm not scared. and i believe it will not end , as long as i'm still here , as long as the series of drawing is not finished.

i am still me.

as our lives change

come whatever

we will still be

ghosts forever

HI 2011!=)

2011-01-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

2010 is over. Ya i know its already the 6th day in 2011.

i have met many kind of situations in 2011. friendship, works,teamworks and all. It made me grew. i have wiser thought, i know what is right what is wrong. When people say i've changed, ya i have. a better Lee Hui Yin ;)

i miss how much i could talk with my teachers in the teacher's room. i miss how loud i could laugh with my friends in school.

it's good when you don't need to study. But it's very bad when you don't need to go to school. and this is how much i miss convent, my second home.

back to these happy Convent days

where our hearts are warm and gay

time to say goodbye

2010-12-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

my SPM has officially ended!!!!

Thank God for guiding me and giving me strength and wisdom throughout the examination period. I did my best for every of my subject. and i just hope i'll get the result i want. Without God it could have been worse and i would screw the whole examination. God is good. =)

i kinda like ended the SPM my own on last thursday.went out and stayed over at friends' house throughout the whole weekend. i believe there's gonna be more staying over once all my friends finish their SPM, especially my group of friends. ;)

stayed over at Shok Yee's house last thursday. Had a great time with her family. I laughed so much. The time talking before we slept was interesting. We always wanted to sleep earlier but ended up we slept at 2AM. heh.

went back on Saturday and Sunday i had a badminton session with the teachers and Eva and Mei Foong. it's been a time since i last exercised. it's always nice to sweat. had so much fun laughing and playing with them.

After playing badminton i went to Elyssa's house to have dinner with them and her mum's friends. fuyoh the kids that came to her house were extraordinary, in a bad way. Only the youngest though. OH OH!!!and i played Wii!!!! hehehe. stayed over at her house and went back home on monday (yesterday).

wasn't my weekend interesting??;)

say BYE to SPM and say HI(!!!) to christmas!!

you better watch out you better not cry

better not pout i'm telling you why

santa claus is coming to town!!=D

its gonna be over

2010-12-11T16:58:00.002+08:00

i left 1 more subject and i can chuck all my papers and books away. isn't it too fast?

let's see.

i was panic on the 23rd of November which was 3 weeks ago. Everyday the time passed so fast and now it's already the 11th of December. my anxiety is gone as i only left 1 more subject. have yet to plan what to do to spend that 3 months but i'm sure i have to spend 1 month for my piano audition.

have planned for myself a wonderful holiday starts on the 21st December to 3rd January. And i'm going to watch LION KING(!) next year. its a treat for myself. The catchy songs the wonderful rhythms.

i miss singing in the choir. i miss laughing together with the girls. i miss going into the bilik guru and talked to all the teachers and started laughing as if i was in my house. like what Eva said "oh you're like the permanent resident of bilik guru." what a mean title huh.

everything's gonna be so different.

i'll keep myself unchanged

even if you leave me.

get a life

2010-12-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

i get irritated easily nowadays.god knows what's my problem.

i'm sick of acting. one day i'll talk straight to your face. wait for the day to come.

3 words for you

DO I CARE?

if you don't want me to leave

then don't push me away

i don't understand

2010-11-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

My life is great. With wonderful teachers and friends and a real best friend.

But
Why is my life so much different from the rest? I could have just take some common course and get a common job and get a normal life. Why do i need to be so different from the rest?

oh Lord,
guide me

punctuality

2010-11-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

i know this is bad but i really have to say.

i wasted the whole day in school.in the music room.i could have finished 1 chapter of my history.i wouldn't have to worry about how am i going to finish my history syllabus.that was not the epic.

cluster officer just have to waste so much time swaying and taking their own sweet time in the primary school.i wonder what's in their mind.

no matter how talented i am.i will NEVER want to play my talent 24/7..i have my own things to do.

i shall not elaborate much.

7 weeks more

2010-09-26T11:33:00.002+08:00

urgh..

trial result was good.at least better than what i expected.last-minute-study plan helped a lot.couldn't help to changemy history.i still got 10 correct ONLY for my sejarah paper 1,and i passed again. ;)

epic was my add maths.i got 70.the night before i was still sick before i went into the examination hall i cried.there's someone i really want to say thank you is Pn.Emilda..although she said something like "why are you crying now?to make you feel better is it?you're like a fat baby crying now"..but she is really very good.i think she's wayyyy happier than me when she heard i got an A for my add maths.Poly,i'll think about it.=)

my English is bad.need to improve more.the next is my Sejarah and Add Maths.

WAIT.
what am i doing now??

fine.at least let me finish this first

i'm now crazy over Boys Over Flower again.watching the 4 guys standing seriously can make me go gila.

got a mini magnetic bookmark.and the quote is interesting
ATTITUDE DETERMINES ATTITUDE.

you're the one who left me
but i was the one who broke your heart

it's not a one man show

2010-07-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

today is definitely not my day.

i almost voice out my opinion.thank god cos my mouth was closed.

thank God
i actually have some angels like Chiara and Nicole who actually appeared miraculously when i needed some help.

should not say too much here.
sorry nic if you see this post i know you might be angry cos i post it after i offline.heh.i just want to tell my readers how much i love you both. ;)

Pn. Emilda said this to me.
'no one in this school is dispensable.'

and i believe in this sentence.
=)

if we hold on together
i know our dreams would never die.

its mean but funny

2010-07-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

today school was nice.i laughed SOOO much.

i was in the bilik guru to find the lyrics for next EW20.i think Pn.MJ bought a new i cellphone.she wanted to take photo of Pn.Emilda and Pn.Khoo.after Pn.Emilda's taken.
Pn Khoo : wait wait.i think next time la.when i am more presentable.
Pn Emilda : when?

ROFLMAO

i laughed till i got stomachache can ah.LOL

and the Miss Eva has got nothing better to do.she used my hand to touch a SUPER huge spider web.

like mother like daughter.
TSKTSKTSK.

chiara is back!
went all the way to 5sci2 before assembly just to chat with her.=D

my friend laughed at me when i asked what time was today's football match.in fact there wasn't any.as if la i know.

we're gonna sing wavin' flag for the next EW20!!!=D

i'd like to stay
to taste my 1st champagne.

the hills are alive!

2010-06-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

k i know the title is a bit weird.but who cares.

3 years of not singing the musical.and surprisingly we're still very good.=)

they all went to watch the ABC!(Australian Boys Choir)
k la i'm not that interested in that particular choir.shall treat myself a nice concert ticket once SPM is done. ;)

Pn.Emilda talked to me today.oh even the brother asked bout my result.now you know how popular i am.my name has gone far far away to USA now.pro huh?;)

you know what's the difference between a convent teacher and other school's teacher?convent teacher is more like the mother.we're more like a big family.try it in other school,you'll see the difference.

dear music master will not be there tomorrow.no morning chat tomorrow. T.T
someone asked : how come you and Hui Yin got so many things to talk about ah?
didn't bother answering cos we're busy talking.
my answer is : you'll never know how much we can talk.because even ourselves also don't know.heh.

so long,farewell
auf weidersehen good-bye

something that should be motivated

2010-06-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

i need to start studying.

according to Chiara,trial is in 7 weeks.

make a deal with myself.you wanna perform,you study now.i know i can't probably finish everything before trial but i just have to do my very best.

mum didn't say anything about my results but i know she's not happy with it.big disappointment of the result is my add maths and BM.sometimes when someone says he/she doesn't compare and i know that must be a rubbish.because even i do compare sometimes.especially when you get something that you're satisfied with.only exam results.the rest,i don't care.

100% of concentration is hard to make when you're in a room with not-so-high temperature and not-so-light condition.

football is so not my thing.my dad and my sis are cheering here and there and look at where i am now.sitting in front of the computer,thinking bout what show to watch next.but i really like their theme song.i know i said this yesterday.=)

when i get older
i'll be stronger

i'm lovin' it!

2010-06-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

had Mcd for lunch today.woohoo!

i only got 10 out of 40 for my history paper 1.paper 2 saved my life.could have gotten a much more better result if i study a lil bit more.Chiara seemed like a lil bit disappointed with my paper 1 result.uh-oh.but i'm satisfied with that la.the next result will be much better.promise.=)

had a great time with my girls today.and i think we can form a band or something.you wouldn't know how talented we are.and as usual,music makes my life greater.

bought a shirt that i like a lot.but its quite tight.KURUS LEE HUI YIN,KURUS!!!
hahaha

i like the FIFA 2010 theme song.it's so catchy.

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom Just like a wavin' flag

woohoo!

2010-06-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

oh yes school's starting soon.yay man!

i can't wait to see my friends.i can't wait to tell story to ms.C .i can't wait to see Cik Mas and shout HI PUAN MAS to her.i can't wait to see my teachers.and the most interesting 1 is.I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE NEW MUSIC ROOM!!!!!=)

my weight didn't go up.neither down.sigh.it keeps remaining at the same weight.i know its not a bad thing but it is not a good thing either.am gonna try something to get rid of it.

oh and the volleyballers and netballers are going to Singapore together in July.Agnes and Li Yun going with us also.its like a gang outing!am gonna take lotsa picture.hehe.

We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving

forever doesn't exist

2010-06-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

i wanna go back to school.i've been saying this since last saturday.and i really want to.i miss my friends my teachers.

i think i am useless.been crying for 1 hour and i fell asleep.when i woke up just now i found 2 lines of tears flowing down on my face.who can stop me from crying?

sometimes it seemed if i just dreamed
somehow you would be here

i wanna sing!

2010-06-13T19:11:00.002+08:00

i miss singing with the choir.i want a proper choir practice.not the combine practice with the other school.I WANNA SING WITH YOU GUYS!

phantom medley,musical,mamma mia,enchanted,setia,sejahtera,OYE!

you see so many songs that we can sing.

okay about the study plan.i failed.quite badly.i studied a few pages only.well at least its better than nothing right.im convincing myself i know.heh.

1 more week to go and i can meet all my friends!=D

let us sing together
one and all the joyous song

i should start studying

2010-06-12T10:53:00.003+08:00

i've been slacking at home ever since i finished the exam.oh wait.i started to enjoy the holiday (except my grandpa's ritual,like ya,what so nice to enjoy in a funeral right) after i done my add maths paper.and its been more than a week i haven't touched ANY book.ya not even magazine.but something i find weird is.i woke up pretty early everyday during the holiday.even my maid asked "eh kenapa you banyak awal ah?"heh.

and the most interesting part is.i don't feel like going ANYWHERE in this holiday.just had a karaoke session with my pals yesterday and i think i shouldn't go anywhere already.doubt my parents would allow me to go out again.maybe a singapore trip with my friend would be nice.ya i am offering myself another day.will see how then.;)

since i decided not to go anywhere already.i should start studying.someone actually counted how many days we the fifth formers left to prepare for SPM.approximately 120 days.this is bad.i know i will not touch book when school starts since i need to open the book and study in school in the morning.i need to study form5 science.i hardly understand what's my science teacher teaching.sorry teacher but i seriously can't understand.in my class all the reaction and positive answer like "can you do this?YES!!!" will all be given by the malay girls.knowing the concept and getting the good result is totally 2 different stories from them.

hence,i need to study myself.at least i understand more than what my teacher is teaching.not kidding.

how long will i last?
you'll know in the next post.;)

in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you.

hallelujah!

2010-06-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

i passed my theory exam.HAHAHAH
2 more marks to merit.same as my grade8 practical.well that's my life.whatta do. =/

its been 2 months for not learning piano properly.and its been more than a month since i last played the piano.when i played the piano this morning i got so shocked as my skills dropped so much.needa buck up and prepare for next year's intake audition.well its always nice and proud to say that im gonna continue walking in the music path but whether i can or not,is another story.

sometimes i think,is it the correct decision to continue in learning music?did i make the correct decision?will i end up becoming a clerk or anything but it has nothing to do with music at all.i hate people saying that i am talented but i feel i am nothing.have you experienced it when you're so confident about the subject but you actually didn't do well in the exam,or you actually failed the subject.i have the feeling,and i hate it.a lot.

to strive hard,i have to work hard.

He works in ways
we cannot see
He will make a way for me.

RIP

2010-06-09T16:43:00.002+08:00

bye grandpa.

he died on last wednesday night.when i just finished my paper and got the time to visit him,he decided to leave us.

i cried so much during the funeral.i regretted for not calling him when he's still here.the reason is because i don't know what to chat about when i call.everytime the questions are "how are you?", "have you eaten?" and "how's ahma?".
forgive me

you'll be in my heart
R.I.P
gong gong.

its holiday!

2010-06-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

k actually i have 1 more paper.but its chinese.nah.

i hate the 4th of june.thinking bout choral festival trip plan failed makes me really really piss and sad.who's fault?PPD's

add maths paper was awesomely hard.i couldn't do paper 1 and surprisingly i thought its harder than paper2.well i could do.but the mark,is another story. heh.got fever yesterday night and i straight away went to sleep after i came back from tuition.didn't do revision AT ALL.they must be wondering how lee hui yin studies.well,i have my own way.XD

you know what's the most interesting part?i suck in using calculator.ask me when you see me.you will laugh at me.

sometimes its weird to see someone who is not close to you or i should say who hardly talks to you goes near to you out of sudden.like they're trying to do something or maybe asking you for a favor or whatever.i am bad.i know.

i wanna go paris!cousin offers me to join her but i doubt my parents will let me go.they will say "you have SPM this year you think its UPSR is it??" and yadayadayada.

i love talking to chiara.fullstop.heh.

last year's competition was on the 2nd of July and this year's concert is gonna be on the 3rd of July.OMG 1 YEAR DY!!!!see how time flies?

p/s: teacher is still QUITE angry and disappointed about not getting any prices in the competition.teacher we got 4th!not nothing okayyy.3rd runner up!heh.

the world is full of happiness that i have never known.

accept it

2010-05-22T18:54:00.002+08:00

it's over.

yesterday wasn't happy during the closing ceremony.i almost cried.bollywood plan failed.due to some reason.rushed to singapore right after the closing ceremony.1 thing the jabatan really need to practice is PUNCTUALITY.

"why so late?the bus broke down ah?"
"bus broke down or you broke down?"

i am mean.
since when i'm not?
=P

i know i am wrong.
trust me its not easy to work with you.

double the joy,half the sorrow.
who's going to share my sorrow?

what am i?

2010-05-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

that's the question chiara asked me today.of course she didn't just ask me like that.there's a story in it.

yea.think about it.
after this.what am i?

4 years of singing in group.that makes a big change in me.

tomorrow's performance.chiara and I are going to do something memorable.get ready,petrus. ;)

can i don't sing auld lang syne?
i don't want to cry
=(

big disappointment

2010-05-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

when you have the chance to go higher,you go.but when you need to stay at the same point or maybe even go slightly lower,you refuse to do it.

total 115 people in the choir,who actually turned up for today's performance?
it's not like i'm so great and nobel-ic or whatever you say.but seriously.it's too much.

i was perspiring today.all the teacher gave me tissue.hahaha.

no competition this year.but all the performances make me feel like retiring.thankyouverymuch.

i don't care who reads my blog if you terasa or anything is your problem.you know i am not happy with this kind of attitude yet you're doing it again.please and thank you because you're not this good and we don't really need you because to me you're still a new comer.
like i care.

nic,chiara and i can be a good cincao seller.i'll make cincao and i forgot what nic and chiara's job dy.as long is we can be a good cincao seller.hahahahaha.XD

last combine choir practice ended last thursday.the kids were so energetic.and guess what.they asked for my signature.HAHAHAHAHA.1 of the nice memory in choir.hopefully i can still remember their name.hahaha.

p/s:no more impromptu learning songs.heh.

for you i'd make a symphony.

you know you love me

2010-04-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

i know you care
baby baby baby ohhhhh
*PIAK!*

k.guess what.i ALMOST achieve my target of the week okay.1 more day.yes i can.i know i can.me.no.care.

i think i got menopause.sorry if you guys can't stand my scolding or what.i can't stop scolding as you guys don't stop doing unnecessary mistakes.i know i am always the bad person.i can't help but being one.

conflict.who doesn't have it with someone.i bet everyone has.try talking in another way with that person?that will be better.=)

feel exhausted after 2 and a half hours of singing plus shouting (due to the size of the hall) plus standing.the kids are SUPER adorable.the unexpected is the guys sounded not bad.they're good actually.

used a super childish way to teach them 1 line of the song.and surprisingly that method actually works!praise me.thank you thank you.XD

2 more weeks of combine practice.1 of the practice will be doing without chiara.EH MY KETUA YOU MANA BOLEH MACAM NI?!
but i understand la.
hopefully i will survive on that day.*fingers crossed ,praying hard*
and hopefully that person won't cari pasal.that not-so-young-lady.

i feel so tired nowadays.everything has to be fast.can we slow it down?

"last time you always want everything to be fast,why now you want it to be slow dy?"
"what happen to you ah?nowadays you are always busy plus all the undone homework.you weren't like that"

the answer for both the question is just a smile.cos even i can't answer it.

got a most interesting question from a teacher
"long time no see huh.so will you be staying in the class and won't go out during PNP already?"

i need a holiday.

guess not only i need it.somebody needs it more than i do.
;)

i miss webcam-ing with you,genevynn loh.
i know we just talked yesterday.but i suddenly miss you soooo much.have so many things to tell you so many craps to share with you.

nobody understand our relationship.
except the both of us.
and this shows how special we are.

emotional

2010-03-25T18:16:00.002+08:00

look at May Kah's blog really makes me feel sad.she's like this is because her activities in CMRC are all over.national competition,youth camp.and all.

now.how i wish our competition letter will be received late.not too late.but not too early either.simply because i don't want to see everything finish so quickly.how i wish all the performances will be set after December.

if i could,i'd avoid eating all the unhealthy food to save my voice.
just to let me sing with them

if i could,i'd stop using computer
if someone say it can keep me staying in the team and sing with them

CMRC activities over.netball activities gonna over soon.now it's our turn.
how i wish the time will never come.

i know i'll be like them once my activities are over and reality hit me back to stick my buttock on the chair and study.

i really feel like singing 24/7 with the whole choir.

i'm going to be strict
i'm going to be a bad person if anyone of you don't listen to anyone of us.
because this is our last year and i know we are going to get what we should get last year.
the big and shining trophy.
because we can.=)

the talent is in our heart
the only thing is whether you wanna make fully use of it
or you just dump it there

we are more than we are
we are ONE.

monday.

2010-03-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

finger nails cut (Y)
redbox session with friendS (Y)

well at least i done 1 thing from my to-do-list ok.XD

we should add some new patriotic songs for the monday assembly.every sunday i have to think which song to play but its just 2 songs.trust me making decision between this 2 is hard.nvm i shall play setia tomorrow.save the time.yes.provided principal's speech is not long tomorrow la.XD

came back from singapore yesterday.ate Mcd,roti prata and starbucks in the middle of the night.hopefully my pinafore will not be tight.

i should cut my fringe.yes.

HEY YOU SILLY DO YOU KNOW I MISS YOU A LOT?I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BUT YOU JUST CAN'T BE ERASED.TELL ME WHY.im sick of that.kinda

if you want me then you should have put a ring on it.

holiday.oh well

2010-03-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

how to enjoy the holiday when i'll be having a test tomorrow?man i need to pass it.

okay.

tasks of the week

1. holiday work
2.sort out the scores
3.clear the room again
4.start exercising my fingers
5.watch movie
6.red box with my pals
7.sleep more.

all of these need to be done.me no care.

i miss you.a lot a lot.the longer i look at the photo the more i miss.i can't say i miss you everyday.but when every time i think about you.the level of missing you increase more.i am insane.i really am.

we can't change the world,but we can change our way of seeing it.
quoted Mr.Chia.=)

so close yet so far.

2010-03-07T15:22:00.002+08:00

OMG THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!the air that come out from the fan is WARMM.

been listening to our performance since that day annamarie sent to me.not perfect 1.but very nice.=)

yesterday's performance was *WHOAH*.scolded people early in the morning.they made me do that.saw amanda's mom.she's so cute la.hahahah

exam finish.don't think it's good.hopefully a presentable 1 la.hehe.theory exam in 2 weeks time.still thinking whether should continue it or stop learning after my exam.guide me,Lord.

honestly speaking.my mind is full of your images.and i have no idea why you can't be erased from my mind.have talked about it with some of my friends.the gave me the conclusion tat i can't accept.what can i do is just keep quiet and sleep the whole day.

the fact bring us together.but it also separate us silently.

~~i miss you.~~
~~and i really do.~~

update!

2010-03-02T15:46:00.006+08:00

k i should really update the post.
gonna study after finish posting

we had our 2 days choir camp last week.invited 3 musicians to school and i really enjoy the camp.perhaps everyone enjoyed it.(;

1st day of the camp made me realize how much my stamina has dropped.big failure.i know.gonna get it back soon.

had so much fun playing/working with the musicians.don't ever think that they're normal cos they're crazier than you think.have you met anyone who goes to you and suddenly laughs at you?yes i met that person during the camp.non other than Mr.Vincent Kang.and now Nicole is trying to imitate the way he laughs.HMPH.XD

embarrassment ALWAYS happen to me in any kind of situation.TRUST ME.because they just couldn't stop laughing at me and IDK why.k fine i admit that i am QUITE abnormal compare with the rest.but i know you guys love me.=D

have you tried to argue with those famous people?i tried!hehehehe.k i know there's nothing to be proud about but i can really laugh very loud when i recall about it.

anyway the medley turn out to be a very very very nice song.of course la.under 3 musicians' guidance le.the standard must be (Y) right!=)

p/s : thank god i didn't sing Wind Beneath My Wings to both the musicians.if not i would start crying like a baby again.
pp/s: i is missing them like crazy now
ppp/s: i feel very very lucky to know them.=)

heard some complaints from my anakS.and i seriously didn't expect the person would be you.big disappointment.do know where you are standing.

and you,
everyone knows that is not a reason.

pictures!!

choir kids.=)
spot the kid-likes-adult.XD

the guy who will not stop disturbing people.

looks like i'm dancing.heh.

me conducting.look at the amount of our choir girls.FUYOH!XD

the genius.had fun working together with him.the score chasing and all.thank you Mr.Isaac.=)

he insisted to pose like this okay.see how childish he is.KID!XD

then i asked him to do this.XD

last,the normal 1.=)

WE ARE FAMILY!=)

now you're beside me
and look how far we've come

here comes the end of the camp

2010-02-26T20:52:00.004+08:00

some of the photos.didn't take much photos cos i was busy laughing *oooppps*
but i enjoy the camp.a lot.=)
will update it soon.

p/s:nic i want the photosssssss!
=D

so close,was waiting
waiting here with you
and now
forever i know.

happy birthday!

2010-02-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

okay today is everyone's birthday cos today is 人日(ren ri).we cina orang celebrate this day.so HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!

just came back from my friends' house.my goodness you wouldn't imagine how crazy was i.talking to every of her relatives.aunts,uncles and all.left her house earlier cos dad insisted me to join them for dinner.TRADITION you know.heh.anyway i had a great time with them.thank you xiao ai for inviting me.

kinda down now.i have no idea why.maybe is cos i shouldn't laugh too much just now.it is always like this.i'm like faking a smile or something.

help.
i need to talk to someone.

MAMMA MIA!

2010-01-31T14:49:00.002+08:00

reminds me of last year's competition.

anyway,i'm very happy cos finally half of the task is done..we've been waiting since last year okay.it's a nice work.worth waiting i must say.thank you Mr.TH.HAHA!=D

it'll be easy to forgive what has the person done but it'll never be easy to forget what has that person done.

that sentence shows everything.

today is the day

2010-01-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

i'll never forget.

not because of the death of the Sultan.but the day i woke up so early and got ready to do my duty.and when everything has set up,the referee didn't dare to come cos they scared they might get caught and the duty has to be canceled.unforgettable man.

i've been encouraging them since last year till now i have no idea of how to encourage them anymore.someone teach me please.

bought A LOT of cny clothes yesterday.spent more than RM200.love it man.i just need to buy a new pair of shoes.MUST BUY SOME EXPENSIVE 1.=D

yesterday's outing with my friend was nice.was being an emo lady when we're having lunch.god knows what's in my mind.but ah but ah the ice cream there very nice la.hahah.i had 5 mini scoops of ice cream.damn shiok.

this year's juniors are desperate + daring +brave.3 periods of lecturing them and warning them still they're not scared.it's a good thing tho.=)
lotsa potential in them.keep it up kiddos.

SENIOR SENIOR CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER PLEASEEEEE
eva met a kid and she said this to eva.WHOOTS EVA!=D

oh now i can't wait for the sports day to come.
24th of Feb.
plus my buddy's birthday.
(Y)

oh.monday is coming.damn.

As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You

RUN 4 CONVENT

2010-01-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

k that's last Saturday's event.and i enjoyed it.=)

i invited someone and that person didn't even reply my message.WTH

i know we are not professional or anything but we have certain condition with it.we do everything and decide the best for each of them,good for us and everyone.we gain NO benefit.ya i know sometimes we just have to know that you're at the top of the world and we're just some tiny pole that keep holding the world.

this year's juniors are insane.trust me.they'll just come to you and do things like this
i) touch your shoulder
ii) wave to you
iii) HELLO ARE YOU BLABLABLA?

that's only the beginning.i have met the worst.

1 junior asked for my number and lately she asked my friend's number from me.
HELLO AM I YOUR PHONEBOOK?

i admit i was a childish junior when i was form1.and i admit that i did admire someone when i was form1.but trust me i wasn't as crazy as them.

SENIOR SENIOR I ADMIRE YOU.SO CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER?*PLUS A BIG BIG GRIN*
i am not kidding.some junior actually said this.

Monday's timetable is fully packed and it's very tiring plus irritating.every Monday have to bring sweets to refresh my mind and have to bring truckload of stuff to school.i need 48 hours per day.

dear you,
wishing you to be happy and 1 of the prayers of the day is always you.
somehow you're hiding something.
i'm not gonna ask you anything,
but promise me you're gonna live your life to the fullest.
i am silly enough to do things like that.
but i know this is what i enjoy doing and this is the thing i'll keep doing

btw,
i know you and you are very busy.but where's the thing i want??????

If I'm not made for you,
then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

i am still 16!

2010-01-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

cos my birthday belum sampai.HAHAAHAHA

1st week of school was pretty okay.pianist duty was okay as well.thank God for that.you wouldn't know how hard i've prayed.HAHAHAHA

now my timetable is fully packed.especially monday.to those who wanna date me out ah.kindly send a msg to me and tell me when.CHEH~~

1st week's assembly was (Y).broke 2 rules on the 1st day of school.don't play play.HAHAHA.got a better history teacher.wait.is MUCH better.and i mean it.

house practice started yesterday.and guess what??????i am the cheer coordinator.simply put a post for me.alamak betul.anyway i need some whistles on that day cos i am not allowed to lose my voice.imagine th last year of secondary school gua tak boleh jerit jerit semasa sukan.SO POOR THING!!!!!=(.

p/s : to all the form5 girls,i am going to take photos with you all.DO NOT tell me a)oh cannot la i not pretty b) cannot la my face very oily c)cannot la i look very sweaty cos me no care me is gonna take photo with you all.I MEAN IT.=D

volleyball demonstration last thursday.was embarrassed myself there.till now even they see me also like nothing.then what?when i am serious they start crying.WTH right.

choir practice tomorrow.can't wait can't wait!!!!JAMIE WOO YOU GONNA MISS THE WHOLE CHOIR!!who ask you abandon us and leave to aussie land.HAH!

my top5 kawan are all gila people.XD

let there be peace on earth
and let it begin with me

hey 2010!=)

2009-12-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

everyone's saying BYE BYE to 2009.

its counted a very special year for me.i joined the u-18 volleyball competition.thought i wouldn't get chosen cos there were more pro people in our school.but i know i did try my best.conflictS this year were definitely much much more than last year.thank god i managed to solve it but not keeping it and bring it to 2010.heh.

just finished the 3 days volleyball camp yesterday.we cooked ok.and the food was (Y).Naomi ask "we shall cook during the choir camp"
Nae,we will have NO time to cook for 100+ people la.
orientation this year was not fun AT ALL.no more kissing no more dancing like silly fella no more pole dance no anything.juniors fault.they made me miss last year's camp.imagine we the daring people did so many things last year.sigh.good old times.

i know what have you done.you tricked us and yet you're trying to tell us its not your fault.you were the 1 who has the right to decide it.since you didn't tend to put us in then you should have told us.what's the point of telling us another story and what's the point of wasting your time to create another story.i thought you've changed to be better.end up you didn't.KNS

volleyball skill improved instead of dropping like shit.i have not touched volleyball since July till now or maybe more than that.its a good thing.HAHA!

should i stop it?i don't want it to stop me from achieving my dream.i hate making decisions.SHIT

new year resolution.
1.be healthier.
2. KURUS KURUS!!!!=D
3.be the 1st in 2nd 6 (vb)
4.CHOIR GET CHAMPION IN NATIONAL LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=DD
5.catch up my studies.
6.SPM SPM SPM!!!!(don't play play)
7.sing more sing more
8.better volleyball skill

hope i'm getting what i need today from both the pro.*PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!*

that's all.haha

BYE BYE 2009!!!!!!
=D

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!!=D

2009-12-25T02:10:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
just came back from church.still very excited.hahaha.

I HAVE YET TO WATCH THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTNING IN SINGAPORE!!!!!OMG@*!&(#)*!&#(!*
nvm.

this year my blog is not snow-y..
forgot how to make the snow-y thingy la.
=(

oh oh i just came back from sentosa!!!!
i wore BIKINI!
hahahaha.
just kidding.
i'll wear it if someone buy for me.
i'm serious.VERY
HAH!

to the someone i love a lot,
you mean a lot to me.every tears you've dropped,made my heart ached.it is christmas and a whole new year is coming.i really want you to forget everything in the past,and face the incoming challenges,happiness,sadness.and i also want you to know that,I AM WITH YOU.
=)

typical.
i know.
=D

sleep in heavenly peace
sleep in heavenly peace.

HOLLA!

2009-12-09T17:21:00.004+08:00

okok happy December!
damn we the kiddos who born in year 1993 are going to become form5.LAST YEAR DY!!!
OMG OMG OMG.
hahahaha

make sure i'll play well study well(coughcough) and enjoy the last year in Convent.

came back from Sabah last week.damn the beach there is (Y)
going there again after my SPM.and this time i'm going there ALONE and meet my aunt from Brunei then then we go snorkeling!!!!
*SPM CEPAT HABIS*
babi still got 1 more year la.

oh oh outing with my crazy friends on the 13th.
SINGAPORE!TUNGGU!!!!I'M COMING!=)

i don't care i'm going to drop my seni.babi now they say max 12 subjects.my mum started nagging me to take seni back.babi betul.

oh new moon.
ERIC!!!!!!!!!

muahahaha.
JUSTIN OPPA,SARANGHAE!!=D

imagine the situation in reverse,
if you believed you would be destroying Edward's soul
would you do it?

HANYEONG!!!

2009-11-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

ok now im using the wireless here to update my blog.HEH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA CHONG EE LYN!!!!!!!!!your birthday present is still with me.heh.its nice knowing you.the budak yang banyak hitam dan kawan i yang taktau maciam mana cook mee siam.ok correction,mee siam with NO TASTE.=D

my laptop is canggih.oh yay!=)

new moon.WHO HAVEN'T WATCHED IT!!!!!!!!!!CALL MEEE!!!!!

oh chiara and i will be back tomorrow.heh.DON'T MISS MOI!!!

=)))

last last last.

SARANGHAE!!!!!!!

no more faking smile

2009-11-22T11:21:00.003+08:00

the pipe is spoiled.again.

the person who spoiled the pipe is the most unexpected person.

thank you.

what's the definition of friend?i have no idea

a true friend is those who won't feel weird even we keep quiet and have nothing to talk about when we're together.

seems like i don't have 1.

the whole pile of work sheets are driving me crazy.and you,made my life sadder

for once you're the 1 who made my day.

now you're the one who spoiled my day.

i don't want to hate you.i don't want to say i don't like you.because i know i can't do that.

but you.

will you come to me?

or you just stay away from me and wait for me to go to you?

i feel like resigning my job and i just want to be me.

i am very tired now.

oh science science science

2009-11-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

according to teacher.the concept i correct.but the way i answer is wrong.meaning.no mark.BLOODY HELL.

today's seni paper i was so bad.

pn kang : If you draw,you colour it,you won't fail.Unless you pass up a blank paper

Me : waseh like that ah.then i don't want to draw already.

then i told Pn.Emilda

she said : luckily you're not my daughter

me : why?cos if i'm your daughter you'll slap me?

LOL

anyway i think i draw wrong already.teacher better give me low low low low marks man.the lowe the better.(Y)

TGIF with them

non stop laughing.

(Y)(Y)

THANK YOU UNCLE LEE ~~MY FATHER~~ FOR BELANJA-ING US TGIF.=))

pity chiara.super lucky for her to get a chance to sit near near near to a psycho racist.bloody hell.If Najib ever get the chance to hear what that Malay lady said ah,i wonder what would he think la.

1 Malaysia!

oh finish exam.and my timetable is fully packed man.going out with A,going out with B.FUYOO!

can't wait for Sunday and Monday.

=DD

if you think that boys are more important than your studies.you can stop coming to school already.you wouldn't even need to sit for your SPM next year.not say those boys are good looking or what la.and the irony is,you approached to them,not they approached to you.WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM NOW.

i'm so proud of myself cos i did not fail my sejarah.HOORAY!=)

p/s: i better pass my add maths.I WANT MY EGG TART!

ciao ciao~

we are more than we are

we are one.

damn the odd paper

2009-11-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

so i left Seni paper.who cares we need to color it with water color.i'm gonna use color pencil.
then..LUNCH!!!!!=D
make sure we will discuss something.=)

oh finally settle with the concert tic.those who missed the chance.you can go and buy the ticket yourself.banyak terima kasih.=)

watched phobia 2 with ahtu yesterday.
she just couldn't stop kacao-ing me when we're watching the movie.
dah lah the movie's super scary still she wanted to scare me.

chinese paper was superb.
oh my PA.got a B4.super happy.=)
make sure i'll start going tuition next year.

I LOVE YOU!<3

we're almost there.

2009-11-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

EXAM IS GOING TO FINISH!!!!!!!

OH YEAH!
~~are you listening~~-.-

i got very bad result for my Maths and PA.failure.you see.

3 more papers left.

i'll be sick after exam.im sure.
very good.

went to cs with my pals yesterday.nice gathering with them.shared lots of things with each other.wonderful.and discovered someone actually did so much of *insertyourownbadword* thing.3 words for her : HAVE SOME DIGNITY.

she's actually 1 of our close friend.she wasn't like that when we were younger.don't tell me environment changes her attitude or any bullshit reason.that is not a reason.because she has wonderful parents and a marvelous brother.too pampered you see.

add maths.oh.
god please grant me power to do well for my add maths.at least better than my seni.so that i would get a good reason for dropping seni.

getting my laptop soon!it's with my bro and all i have to do is wait for him to come back and bring it back to me!!!
(Y)(Y)

je dois etudier.
ciao ciao~

can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

2009-10-28T18:34:00.002+08:00

I AM NOW IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD.

yay!
maths was awesomely hard today.
PPD thought all of the JB students study in Science 1 is it.babi betul.

can't wait for next wednesday to come.
Sejarah faster finish then i'll go main.

going to drop Seni next year.too bad i'm just not that artistic.i can't draw simply because aku takda sense of arts and fullstop

oh oh does anyone want to go and watch SYC ensemble choir's concert on the 13th of December?Mr.Chong is in the choir and and further information please refer to the choir board (for Convent peeps la).those who are interested can go and check from SISTIC.it'll be held in Singapore Esplanade Concert Hall.
p/s : their flyer is nice.=)

PD tomorrow.and teacher gave us kononnya tips.think the reason she gave us tips because she doesn't want to see her students to fail badly.

1 of my Malay friend was very happy when she checked her Maths Paper 1 with teacher because she got quite a lot of correct answers.BUT,when we finished Paper 2 today,her face was sooooooo dark and she looked soooo down because she couldn't understand those questions and she left it blank.uh-oh
PPD,all your fault.

study study.
ciao

epic fail

2009-10-26T00:29:00.003+08:00

guess what.i didn't even open any of my book today.seriously the "YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING" sign doesn't work on me man.

i think i'm gonna get STRAIGHT A-ELEPHANT for my result man..

fine i shall go sleep now.

i know i should be studying

2009-10-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

you see i put that picture as my header picture.hope it works then.i even put that picture as my desktop background ok.i should take a hammer and smash my computer.i am serious.

k tomorrow is the christmas concert.@NICOLEONG YOU'RE GONNA BE THE GREAT STAR TOMORROW ONCE YOU START SINGING THE 1ST WORD OK!=)

you can have it now if you think you are that great and no one else in the school deserves it.self proclaim it seems.

I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW.ok bye.

i'll shout it from the mountain top
PRAISE GOD!
=)